All I Did Was to Wait

Waited, Wait and still Waiting....

Getting all time wasted although I know time waits for no men, no matter how much I begged for time to stop..It will NEVER stop for ME or even YOU!

I guess life's full of anticipation..You'd never stop thinking about what's coming up next when you are waiting..
But, What's WAITING to you?
To me, 'wait' is defined as to look forward eagerly..Even the dictionary said so..

Yes, definitely it is..

Whether I am/was waiting for my result, waiting for my loved ones to return, waiting for an appointment, waiting for a call, waiting for this and that..I always had been looking forward for things to happen eagerly..

Gosh....I realize I had been WAITING a lot lately..

Frankly, I really hate the feeling of waiting..

The reason why I love my daddy so much is because he had always been punctual when it comes to appointments..*thumbs up*

No time was at all wasted..Seriously...When he said he will arrive at 12pm, you will definitely see his shinny car appearing at 12pm right in front of your face..If he failed to do so, you could at least see his phone calls appearing on your handphone screen..

Do you know how terrible it feels waiting for a confirmation?

To me, it feels damn horrible..

Let me give you an example:

You excitedly invited your friends for an outing .. And this is how the conversation goes..

F - Friends
M - Me

M : Hey, lets go out this weekend
F : Oh sure..That's a good idea..Details pls?
M : *provide them with a long-winded details*
F : Oh okay, who's going?
M : *feeling a little 'dulan' at that moment* Well, this and that is going..
F : Oh, I'll confirm with you about it tomorrow okay?

WOOOOOKAY ..After explaining to them everything, they still could not give me a solid answer..But that's not the best part..You know where's the best part?

The best part is............WHEN THEY DIDN'T EVEN CONFIRM WITH YOU THE VERY NEXT DAY..Making you wait for their answer like some idiot..pfft..

It did feel like crap in a way..

And just today...'The hope' which I had been waiting for years, shattered within seconds....

In conclusion, I feel like crap today..

-Signing off feeling very very disappointed-