It's all about Ranting!!

Ok I guess my blog's once again dead..

I never had this feeling to blog again because I thought my life has been smooth lately..Well, hardly faced anything I would like to grumble..Not till today, when I gave up keeping it all to myself..
I decided to BLOG! But heck, it's not gonna be something knowledgeable that you're gonna learn something from this, it's just my personal ranting post..

So here is how it all started..

CNY's around the corner as we were all busy cleaning our houses..
Nevertheless, this year, my house had MAJOR CLEANING that my parents had warned before, all 'rubbish' had to be thrown..

Fine, we were all well prepared to THROW things away..Unfortunately, my schedule was pretty hectic as I had MCC and caroling preparation to do during the weekends.. Hence, I wasn't there to really CLEAN the house..

One fine Sunday morning, when I was cleaning the cupboard just before my caroling practice, my dad bashed into my sis's room when I was half way cleaning..He took all my stuff and just threw it in an empty box without even asking me if I still want that stuff..WTF! Fine, since the things he threw wasn't really important, I can't deny I was very pissed off at that moment that I went to my room and slammed my room door and locked myself there, not wanting to talk to anybody (because I know, if I were to talk, there wasn't gonna be nice words from me)

The day has passed..What has been thrown on that very fine morning, I myself have no idea what were they..

It was then forgotten..

Just few weeks back, my eldest sis flew all the way from Ireland to have an awesome 2 weeks break back here in Malaysia..Before her arrival, I managed to have a major 'vacuum session'..Wiped the dust and did a little 'throwing session' of my own things..She wasn't very satisfied with the condition..With that, another round of MAJOR CLEANING was made in her room..

She threw some of my stuff, but at least, it wasn't that bad as she asked me beforehand if I would still want to keep the things she were about to dispose.. The things were then nicely arranged in the empty slot..
That day has passed too..

But it wasn't fully over YET!

And crap, today was one of the most shitty day I've felt from all the cleaning days being made..

My mood was way toooo off to even talk to anyone after that..

Ok, to make my statement clear, this is what has happened in the morning..
I wake up as usual, was bathing, brushed my teeth and get myself dressed for work...
Till when it's time to pack my bag (where I usually bring books to read as I honestly do rot at work), I couldn't find the book I wanted to bring to work..

I remember placing the book on the table where I usually placed my books very frequently..Whether it was my SPM books / inspirational books / story books which I LOVE MOST (I specifically placed it there for my convenience to take the book when I wanna read it - and I know I would touch it some time SOON..Not just to place there for fun and make the house look messy)

Heck, I discovered that my dad took it all and threw it into the recycle bin few days back..And I didn't even know about it..WTF!!
They were all NEW books that I hasn't complete reading them myself..And now it's gone!!!!!!!

One of them was a book my sister bought from Ireland..Author TONY BUZAN, a well known man for his mind maps, book entitled "Use Your Head"
It was darn a good book that teaches you how to use your brain and also the right way to study..

Another book was "Men From Mars, Women From Venus"..
Another darn good book to improve communcation skills with your family,friends and loved ones.. (I was reading it in office all this while, AND WTF, its now gone!!!)
And the best part is, the book belongs to a friend of mine..It doesn't belong to me!!!!!!

Another book was a story book which also, I borrowed from a friend of mine..which is now in the RECYCLE BIN! WTF!!!!!

(Excuse my language in this post, I just felt very f***ed up when I knew about this)

All my efforts wrapping those good books at work which also had my most favourite bookmark in it..My dad simply threw them away without even asking whether I still want them..!! argh!! SHITTY MUCH!!
I was rather pissed and frustrated..It ticked me off so badly that I never talked to my dad till I arrived in the office..(I know this is bad, but once again, I knew it will never end up good if I opened my mouth by any chance)..I guess, I gotta pay my friends to compensate for the books that have been thrown..

And I don't think I would be able to talk to my dad for today..Just today...Or maybe I would..I don't know...

But what has happened was simply frustrating to even think about it!!!!!!!


Then, back at work……

Gosh, another frustrating thing happening at work..
Not to side my mom for this, but she used to complain how bad the company’s management was since she worked in this company..My dad and I just listened but could not understand the stress she had been handling at work..

Ever since I entered this company to work as a temporary receptionist, I’m feeling very frustrated with the system here myself.. Believe it or not, I am not paid for my February’s salary yet..And now it’s already MARCH for goodness sake.. The manager had been delaying things which can be very irritating at times because nothing is progressing..

Not only that, my mom and I decided to make things easier for the company by telling the manager that he doesn’t need to arrange an EPF for me because there’s a lot of hassle to it..With an EPF, I will earn RM900..As for me, without an EPF, my salary remained RM800 instead of RM900 monthly..Fine…

And because my mom said its ok not to contribute to that stupid EPF, the manager decided to pay me on daily basis.. Excluding public holidays and Sundays..Meaning, my salary is now LOWER than before.. Take RM800 and divide it by 30 days.. I’m earning approximately RM30 per day.. Divide it by the working hours which is from 9am-5.30pm, I’m earning approximately RM3+ per hour..Plus, I still have to work on Saturdays!! WTH!!

And because of that, I now know how my mother had been suffering at work..

P/S : ‘Oh-so-sweet manager’, so long, I hope I’d never have to come back..!

Signing off feeling really F***ed up!